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Moving day is near. . .
Sep. 5th, 2007 12:59 amIt seems that no matter how hard I try to keep everyone happy, I end up slipping and falling flat on my face. It's not just about the comm, but about my whole life in general. I just found out some things and I can't seem to keep anyone from fighting around me. It's driving me near bonkers.
I haven't posted in a while for a reason. I'm moving to Texas. This is not a drill, this is reality. I'm leaving Kansas for may reasons and to explain them all would be unnecessary. Not only do I feel like I'm working my ass off and no one appreciates a damned thing that I do in my life, the internet is my only escape. I have put forth a lot of effort and it seems that even that too is starting to feel like a failure to me. *sighs* That's my lot in life I suppose.
Anyway, I'm not avoiding anyone, I've been busy as hell. The comm has suffered due to my absense and I feel that even though I had explained what was going on, it fell upon deaf ears. No matter. I've learned to play by myself. (not a good thing I'll tell ya)
I know it's only a game, but still, I poured a lot of effort in it. Not only am I being pulled in all sides, I'm geing draged by another and strangeled by the forces that may be. School has started and that brings in another factor, homework. So that means that a lot of game play is going to be limited to the weekends at best. The last arc was just a starter.
I haven't posted in a while for a reason. I'm moving to Texas. This is not a drill, this is reality. I'm leaving Kansas for may reasons and to explain them all would be unnecessary. Not only do I feel like I'm working my ass off and no one appreciates a damned thing that I do in my life, the internet is my only escape. I have put forth a lot of effort and it seems that even that too is starting to feel like a failure to me. *sighs* That's my lot in life I suppose.
Anyway, I'm not avoiding anyone, I've been busy as hell. The comm has suffered due to my absense and I feel that even though I had explained what was going on, it fell upon deaf ears. No matter. I've learned to play by myself. (not a good thing I'll tell ya)
I know it's only a game, but still, I poured a lot of effort in it. Not only am I being pulled in all sides, I'm geing draged by another and strangeled by the forces that may be. School has started and that brings in another factor, homework. So that means that a lot of game play is going to be limited to the weekends at best. The last arc was just a starter.
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