March 24,2007

[silver_fox_ninja]

Well, It seems that this is another funfilled weekend for me. 

So far, nothing all that great has been happening. I went to log in to fanfic.net to complet the revisions on chapter 15 and I received a message that stated that the server was experience traffic too great for the thing to handle. I was so dissapointed. 

I was really looking forward to making the revisions on the chapter too. 

I started the prologue page for Silver Lining, and I have to correct a few things before I can post it. The first chapter is coming along, but I need to finish Whisper in the Trees before I post it. I hate leaving loose ends. 

My head's been pounding because of the weather change, and I feel my life is starting to die down. I'm used to seeing alot of things happening around me and the silence is starting to kill me. I hate this feeling. Granted that my daughter brings a lot to the table, but I feel that there is something wrong with me and it's starting to get worse. 

I thought about seeing someone about my issues, mainly with the PTSD episodes, but I'm afraid of another misdiagnosis. It seems that the thearapists seem to like to add more medications to my already full medicine cabinet, but I don't think I can take anymore of this crap. It seems that my diet consists ot pills, pills and more pills and they wonder why I have no appetite. 

Trust me, there is nothing more menacing than to see all these pill bottles looking at you. 

Well, enough of that. 

I downloaded some more music today in hopes to pass the time. I found some pretty cool ones, but I also found some really bad ones too. Go figure, huh? 

I watched Blood Diamond today. Awesome movie. Very compelling. I guess I never wanted to purchase any diamonds and after watching it, I'm even more leary of buying them. It certainly makes you think what we do each day and how much we take for granted. 

I have a lot to do still, but my hands are tied at the moment. Arrrrgh, I hate that!! 

I guess my rambling has gone on long enough.